Saturday, February 4, 2012

When you walked upon the Earth, You healed the broken, lost, and hurt.
I know You hate to see me cry... One day You will make all things right.

Yes.

One day You will make all things right.

Even the slight, comparatively small pangs of hurt that I feel.

In whose being am I?

Christ's Being. My Savior and my God. You alone are the basis of my identity, of my core. Lord, light and salvation.... not only whom shall I fear.... actually, yes, whom shall I fear? The Lord God Almighty, and Him alone. My fountains are in You.

So when I receive a hurtful look from GSB or feel minimal feelings of shame/insecurity for hanging out with JKS openly and publicly, I THANK YOU GOD that my identity rests neither in those things nor in those people.

Please help me to enjoy You today in community as I watch, listen, and rest at 25 Mill Street.

In Christ's Holy Name I pray, Amen.
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Thank You Jesus. I feel a lot better. Thank You that I can pray to You and praise You at any time at all! And thank You that You always listen. Please remind me of that truth; You always listen.

Alleluia. Amen.

Friday, February 3, 2012

Tired

Happy New Year. Yay.

I'm tired. Tired, tired.

Wait, let me start with praise.

Jesus, You are good. Thank You for Your love. Holy, holy, holy is the Lord God Almighty. Constant and never-changing. You are, You were, and will be. Alleluia. Praise be to God always. Always and forever and ever, Amen.

I am mentally exhausted. My head is spinning round and round, to the point where my sleep was even kind of weird, and that does not really happen. I don't know if I can say that it was restful. My head is just going! I am so grateful that NSO week is over, there has been so much running up and down. I want to rest. I want to do homework. Like, I actually want to do homework. Please help me to steward my time well Lord Jesus. To make use of every hour, Alleluia. I need Your help. Please help me to not just get though, but to learn, especially in Spanish class. I really want to learn. Would I try and when I fail, take those failures in stride and with my head held up high. HalleluJah Lord, Praise Yahweh.

Man. In Christ's Name I pray.

Amen.

12:51 pm.