IM with beloved Darren

Yesterday
10:44pm Janell
:P

10:44pm Darren
was rong?

10:45pm Janell
Nooothin : )

Ques:

10:45pm Darren
o

10:45pm Janell
Is this J or D?

Nvm, this is D

10:45pm Darren
yea lol my name is d

10:46pm Janell
Really?

i thoughtit was Darren 0_)

10:46pm Darren
no its darren

im just playing seeing as thou ur calling me d

10:48pm Janell
You know it's weird, as long as your name begins with D, I will call you D xD

10:48pm Darren
lol ok jan wassup?

10:50pm Janell
Nothin' much man, I'm just chillin

10:50pm Darren
o o great question hmmm

10:50pm Janell
LOL!

10:51pm Darren
yea well i could tell u now

10:52pm Darren
i have not yet have a crush on one of j's gfs its hard to when most of them praise him and stuff

10:54pm Janell
I see. That praise is in vain though, 'cause 2 secs later, another girl is i place of the last one

10:55pm Darren
wait what do u mean?

10:57pm Janell
He doesn't know that when you say you love somebody, it means also means "I'm committed to you."

He has no sense of committment at all.

10:59pm Darren
mmh

well i wouldnt say that

did u talk 2 j?

11:02pm Janell
No, I really want to though.

11:08pm Darren
o ok well what do u think about the deshana situation?

11:08pm Janell
Can we swirch this over to aim?

11:08pm Darren
r u on?

11:09pm Janell
Yes sir

blaze25629 (11:09:22 PM): so ur answer

Hinote Alchemist (11:09:36 PM): Okay, the DeShana situation I don't even know much about

Hinote Alchemist (11:09:36 PM): Okay, the DeShana situation I don't even know much
about

Hinote Alchemist (11:09:43 PM): only bits and pieces

Hinote Alchemist (11:09:55 PM): but from what I heard, J is in the wrong

Hinote Alchemist (11:10:02 PM): But I don't know his side of the story

blaze25629 (11:11:02 PM): well mabe u should talk 2 j

Hinote Alchemist (11:12:38 PM): I plan to, we just need to set a time

Hinote Alchemist (11:12:57 PM): I was gonna go to him 2morrow and ask him if he wants to do movies on Sat.

blaze25629 (11:13:36 PM): but?

Hinote Alchemist (11:14:00 PM): Oh, nothing, I'm still doing it. You guys got plans for this Sat.?

blaze25629 (11:15:31 PM): well he told me that he was going 2 flc

Hinote Alchemist (11:16:12 PM): That's Sat?

blaze25629 (11:16:25 PM): yea the 24th

Hinote Alchemist (11:16:41 PM): I'll ask anyway.

Hinote Alchemist (11:16:52 PM): I'm just upset 'cause I feel that J makes the same mistakes over again and they are SO obvious to me, but he doesn't see them.

Hinote Alchemist (11:17:03 PM): I'm just hoping really hard that when I talk to him, I find out that everything he's done was unintentional and that he was trying to hurt anybody.

Hinote Alchemist (11:17:18 PM): That he was completely oblivious and didn't know what he was doing.

blaze25629 (11:19:48 PM): well the only way u will no is if u talk 2 him

Hinote Alchemist (11:21:38 PM): I know. I have no objection. I am rearing to go. I just need to have a block of time, 'cause the conversation won't be short.

Hinote Alchemist (11:21:48 PM): Favor

blaze25629 (11:22:05 PM): 'yes

Hinote Alchemist (11:26:31 PM): Last time I wanted to talk to him, I didn't because he didn't cooperate. Like, I'd be like "Let's talk" and he'd say "Okay" and then when the time came, he'd leave and not tell and completely avoid me.

Hinote Alchemist (11:27:06 PM): So, in order for it to work this time, maybe you could encourage to talk to me. He needs to hear what I have to say.

blaze25629 (11:33:10 PM): sure

Hinote Alchemist (11:37:20 PM): Gracias.

Hinote Alchemist (11:39:10 PM): Gragh, how do you deal with J. Like, does he eveer annoy you?

blaze25629 (11:42:09 PM): well yea sometimes but its iight kuz i no he has my back

Hinote Alchemist (11:45:54 PM): Cool. Glad he cares about somebody x)

blaze25629 (11:46:17 PM): yea so what do u think of him?

Hinote Alchemist (11:49:09 PM): Umph! That's a tough one

Hinote Alchemist (11:49:12 PM): Give me a sec.

Hinote Alchemist (11:53:01 PM): I have mixed feelings. Like, I used to think he was truly awesome and a rarity, that you couldn't find many guys like him 'cause he cared about people. But then his actions contradicted that thought and I just though he was a jerk. But now, I just think he's confused. Like, he means to do well but he doesn't. I think part of the reason is 'cause he's selfish too.

Hinote Alchemist (11:54:24 PM): All in all though, I don't think he is a terrible person. He just doesn't know what he's doing. And I insult him sometimes and cut and make side comments, but truthfully I love that guy to death. He's a jerk, but I love him to death.

Hinote Alchemist (11:55:00 PM): I don't know why I care so much and it annoys the HELL out of me but I do. Oh well -_-

blaze25629 (11:56:12 PM): janell mabe u should ease ur horses before u make a judgement

blaze25629 (11:57:16 PM): remember u cant answer a question if halve of it is undone

Hinote Alchemist (11:59:59 PM): Yeah well I'm going based on observation and experience and things he's told me. I mean, I'm not saying he does things purposefully, I actually think he doesn't. There's a reason for what he does, for everything he does.

Hinote Alchemist (12:00:12 AM): Like the whole have a ton a girlfriends thing

blaze25629 (12:00:22 AM): wait janell question

Hinote Alchemist (12:00:37 AM): Yeah?

blaze25629 (12:01:00 AM): take out the whole deshana situation what do u think of him?

Hinote Alchemist (12:02:54 AM): I did take out the whole DeShana situation. I wasn't even thinking about that.I don't know the whole story. I've been wanting to talk to him since before that.

blaze25629 (12:03:23 AM): regarding ur relationship?

Hinote Alchemist (12:05:40 AM): Not just that, but that's a part of it. After the relationship is when I realized the stuff I just mentioned, but our relationship is not the only thing I'm drawing my points from. Get me?

blaze25629 (12:06:33 AM): o ok

blaze25629 (12:07:56 AM): i understand u and i guess ill explain 2 j how important this is 2 u and hopefully ya guys could talk about this

Hinote Alchemist (12:08:18 AM): Thank you so much D.

Hinote Alchemist (12:08:33 AM): I don't think I've ever told you how much I appreciate you.

Hinote Alchemist (12:09:15 AM): Like, when I was depressed and upset and crappy and sad and just a huge mess ball of emotions, you really helped me out.

blaze25629 (12:09:48 AM): im happy 2 help u i honestly am

Hinote Alchemist (12:10:07 AM): Like, I didn't feel like complete crap. It was comforting to know that someone still cared, especially you when you didm't have, seeing that you're J's best friend.

Hinote Alchemist (12:10:29 AM): Gratz! I feel the tears coming, but I won't let them out xD

Hinote Alchemist (12:12:48 AM): Oh my gosh

Hinote Alchemist (12:12:53 AM): Man

blaze25629 (12:13:03 AM): well janell its common curticy 2 help someone out when they r in a bind u no

Hinote Alchemist (12:13:30 AM): lol! I'm glad you have that philosophy. 'Cause a lot of people don't.

blaze25629 (12:16:41 AM): anyway ill ttyl k peace need 2 take my asthma meds

Hinote Alchemist (12:17:04 AM): Feel better D! I'll keep you in my prayers. See you tomorrow?

blaze25629 (12:17:30 AM): k peace

Hinote Alchemist (12:17:42 AM): Later love!