Prom... ugh

Yeah. This prom stuff is not going over too well. Things are just not going how I want them to go! >.< And it sucks! I think the reason why I'm stressing it so much is because this is the moment that you wait for your entire high school career and one of the memories you will forever look back on. I wanted to make it spectacular! But that's not happening. I got a dress, but it's not what I wanted. It's pretty, like the other dress, but it's not what I had in mind at all. I feel like a hooker in it and it looks more like an after prom dress. But I am giving up. Sadly, I am giving up. After prom is not happening either. I paid $105 for a limo that will not be picking me up in Co-op, and will not be taking me after prom anywhere. Straight home I is going. And I'd have the limo from 1:30 to like, 3:45. God, help me to let it go! It is only prom. God, seriously, please take this from me. I don't want to care anymore and I don't want to harbor resentment. Help me to not put things on such a pedestal next time, especially when there is much and obvious room to be disappointed. Who did I think I was, getting the prom of my dreams?


AGGGGHHHHH!!!!!!

*SIGH*

Whatever.