Friday, April 10, 2009

Coming Down From The High

So yesterday I was totally excited about moving on and becoming strong, and now I am a total mope. It sucks coming out of a relationship. You have your up days and your down days. I hate this roller coaster. On Sunday, I'll probably be fine. And then when we get back to school and I have to deal with seeing their faces it's going to hurt again. Argh! Feelings go away already! >.< Ahhhhh, I hate this, I hate it so much. But it just hurts. There is no other word that better describes what I'm feeling. Pain. But you know what Janell? You'll be okay. You will be alright. It won't come quickly, but your peace will come. Your peace will come. Just stay with God and don't forget that He loves you and He will get you through. Uh-huh. He will get you through.

Oh Jesus.

2 comments:

  1. Your a real piece of work, there! Goodness, well I'd suggest you just hang in there, understand that they are together now, dont let that ruin your friendships, talk to them, let them know your happy for them, and then you keep in mind during this that your time will come.. the longer the wait, the better it'll feel when it comes. So HANG IN THE GIRL!

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  2. Also afterwards you should have peace of mind, dont let that little event hit you to hard, the right feller will come on by, despite HOW, he will.

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